Sunday, June 15, 2003
i feel lyk i'm
caught in a vicious cycle.. i either keep feeling
happy,
sad, or
frustrated. den it keeps going arnd dis 3 emotions.. kinda sian liaos. i really dunno wad he's thinking so i haf totally no idea wad he wans lor.. talked to michelle twice. once on saturday and once today. felt dat the talk was q nice. got to noe how each other thinks.. haha.. but still damn sian lah. at least she noes wad she wans. i dun. i wan to ask him wad he wans, but i'm starting to feel dat
wo zai fan ta. so i'v decided
not to do anything unless he does sth. yup.. sort of daoed him during training today. bleahs.. i dunno lah. just hope he makes up his mind asap lah. if nth's going to get out of all dis waiting, i'd rather noe sooner than later lor. if not it's really getting v irritating and v frustrating.
random thoughts at 6:14:00 AM